Friday, August 17, 2012
Dude #107, a little disappointing.
38 year old fat balding guy sucked me off in his house (mobile home?) It got me off, but a little too much teeth and too much razor stubble. I might add a pic, but it's not really worth it. Am I a shit head? The guy wasn't hot, but he's a person, just like me. Fuck. I feel sad and pathetic all of a sudden.
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I'm probably the same way. I've fagged off with at least a couple of guys that I felt pretty embarrassed having been with after it was over. I guess I feel I'm better than that and deserve higher quality guys on the other end of the cock.
ReplyDeleteThat's one of the main reasons I stopped trying to hook up. I felt I was better than that. Problem is, in the end that means no cock at all. I still wonder if it's better to abstain, hoping for a decent quality guy, or just satisfy my desperation and suck off just about anybody?
Sorry Jack! I've had experiences like that too, and I don't think they're good for anyone. But don't beat yerself up over it. Just let the next dude be someone you're into and who you feel good about being with afterward. Don't try too hard, one will come along, I promise!
ReplyDeleteBeing big enough to even say "he's a person, just like me" is bigger than most of us, I think. Don't beat yourself up over it.
ReplyDeleteThank you for being brutally honest. "I feel sad and pathetic all of a sudden." That feeling comes with the territory, sometimes, for guys like us who hook up on a regular basis.
ReplyDeleteI'm doing a post shortly on a disappointing hookup I had a couple of nights ago... I had similar thoughts.