Two cocks by 9AM

Dude 465 was a kid who hit me up on Grindr.  I'm not sure how he found me since I was several miles away.

It was very early morning, and his stat's weren't too bad, so I agreed to drive to his place and suck him off.  I quickly showered and headed out into the darkness.

He sent me his location using the "send location" feature on Grindr, which works very well, but only gets you so close.  He didn't send a house number.

When I arrived, I guess I parked in front of the wrong house, and he told me to "pull forward."  Then he said to "go to the right side of the garage and go to the back."   Problem was, I pulled too far forward, and walked to into the carport of the wrong house.

A voice in the darkness, called out, and I found my way next door, to the guy I was supposed to hook up with.  He was shirtless, and in bare feet and sweat pants, and guided me to an outside (well, it was a cement stairway, inside a garage) entrance to his basement apartment.  The guy didn't look 22, more like 26 or older, but who cares.

Once in there, we didn't waste much time, and both took down our pants.  His came all the way off, and mine went to my ankles.  Despite his screen name being "69" all he did was fondle my cock before I went to work in earnest on his.

He had a nice long dick.  Kind of surprising as he was a little rolly polly, and body types like that tend to have more average cocks, but cocks are like the Cracker Jack prize.  You just never know what's going to be in that package.  There were other bonuses to his dick;  It was thin enough to fit between my molars, and it had a downward banana curve to it, allowing it to go deep into my mouth and throat without triggering a gag reflex.   It's not often I can take a dick deep like that.


Almost immediately  his balls sucked up into his abdomen.  Something my testicles do as well.  I sucked for only 5 minutes or so, when I tasted cum in my mouth and noticed his breathing had changed.   There was no warning of his orgasm.

I was a good cock sucker, lightly coaxing out the longest orgasm possible.  When we finished, I swallowed, then went back to clean up his dick.


I quick pulled up my boxers and Levis over my own leaky boner, and fled, thanking him over my shoulder, as he lay back on his bed, panting in the tiny studio apartment.

While I was in the new area, I kept Grindr on, and chatted up a couple other lads, but nothing came to fruition and I drove home as the eastern sky started to grow light.  Daylight savings time starts this weekend, so it the sun doesn't come up here until almost 8AM.

As I was home, contemplating how to take care of my own hard-on, another guy on Grindr hit me up.  I guess he is Dude 466

This guy had NO info on his profile.  Nothing, nada.  He did have a full body/face picture, and he seemed nice looking.  I would have guessed an almost 30-ish business guy, or college grad student, judging from the slacks and button up shirt in his photo.

He told me he was at the airport, waiting for a flight, and had some time to mess around.  I offered to come to the airport parking garage and suck him off in the car.  "How far do you live from the airport?  Can't we go back to your place, of find somewhere more discreet?" he asked.

Sure,  Why not.  I had a dermatology appointment out south at 9:30, but there was plenty of time to do this.

So, I drove to the airport and found the guy.  He was waiting at the passenger pick up curb with his roll aboard suitcase, wearing shorts.  He had just come in from Hawaii!

Well, the guy turned out to be a young man.  I could tell right away, he was nowhere near 30!  He was very chatty, and said he was through with school and trying to figure out his next move.  I assumed he meant college.

Once back in my house, I started to take off his pants, and he asked if I was going to take off some of my clothes too.

Sure.  This doesn't have to be one sided.  I shucked my pants, but left on my t-shirt.  He got completely  naked and I fell to my knees and started to suck on his impressive cock.  At least 7 inches, when fully hard, he was cut, with a perfect mushroom head.  It was almost too big to suck, but I was up to the challenge for sure.  So tasty!  He had a nice hairy bush and furry legs too, although completely smooth above his treasure trail, save his hairy armpits.  A perfect body really.

He was moaning and really getting into it.  He grabbed my head a couple times and kissed the top of my head.  As he clawed at my t-shirt, he managed to pull me up and kissed me on the lips!  Then he got a surprised look on his face as if he suddenly realized he was doing something taboo.

We continued the BJ and after a while he informened me that he rarely cums from a BJ, and started jerking his big dick, while mauling me and kissing me.


I led him by the hand to my bedroom and unmade bed.  He lay back and we rolled around some more.  As I was gnawing on his neck, and fondling his junk, he lifted his leg, and exposed his hairy asshole.  I rubbed it and he sighed and moaned his approval.

I told him to let me know if I did anything he didn't want me to do, he should let me know.

"Okay, sure" he said, and I pushed my finger into his tight, tight asshole.

I had to spit on my finger a few times.  His anus was giving me the death grip, but he kept encouraging me to continue.  I sucked his cock and fingered his ass and he was loving it, but soon moved me out of the way so he could fist his own cock.

He did put his other hand on mine, and used it to guide me to push my finger even deeper in his ass.  He pounded his big cock and panted instructions,  "deeper, faster, yah, just like that."

I fingered his young hairy asshole as best I could.  It was still super tight, and I tried to get my mouth back on that beautiful dick, but he would not allow it.  As he fisted his dick, I found other things to suck with my mouth; his smooth torso, his nipples, his neck.  His lips.  He was in ecstasy.

Soon he gasped, and I felt his prostate pulse, and he shot jet after jet of cum, onto his stomach, the first shots almost reaching his chin.

I just watched and fingered and he shot out about 8 ropes of cum.

He let me take a couple pictures
of his cock after I he blew his wad

When he stopped pounding, I carefully withdrew my finger from his ass, and was allowed to go down on his still hard cock and taste the last pearl of jizz, and clean him off with my mouth.

Maybe it was a good thing that I didn't have it in my mouth when he erupted, as I would have surely drown.  He was covered in cum.

He lay back in post orgasmic bliss, panting and smiling, and I went to the bathroom to wash my hands, and get him a wet washcloth to clean up with.

He apologized for not allowing me to suck him off, and that he has never cum from a blow job, and he he just loves to cum on his stomach.  Truth be told, I loved watching it.

On the ride back to the airport, he was very chatty again, and he said he hadn't really been with many guys, and hoped that I didn't think he was a slut.  If he only knew.

He also said he didn't like guys his age, and thought himself more mature that his peers, and he liked older guys.

This is when I asked him how old he was.

18.

WHAT!  "Shit, your ARE 18, right?  You're not underage???!!"

He saw the panic in my face, and quicly tried to calm my fear.  "No, really, I'm 18, here, I'll prove it, I'll show you my driver's license......."

I settled down and continued the drive to the airport.

At the curb, the kid thanked me again, saying he was completely drained and couldn't' wait to get some sleep.

I thanked him as well for a super fun time, and told him to look me up again if he found himself at the airport with some time to kill.

Dude 464, I suck off Super Hottie in the car

Fresh meat syndrome.  Again.

I had to go to a different part of town, to drop off something.  As usual, I turned Grindr on and changed my screen name from "DL & Discreet" to "Down for Oral."

I was horny and wanted to get some head as well.

Then, my old suck buddy texted me.  We haven't been together since I met the Amigo.  He was going to suck me off at noon.

Yee haw!  He loves to get me off.

Well, shortly after that, I got about three messages on Grindr, but the best one said:
"Young guy, looking for oral." and he send me a cock pick and a body pic.

Nice.

He asked for a face and I sent him one.  He complimented me and sent me his.  He was a nice looking guy.

Neither of us could host, but he agreed to a bj in the car.  That's cool.

I drove out of the neighborhood I was in, and there was a small office complex nearby, with a parking lot hidden to the road, and pretty well concealed from the neighbors as well.

I sent him the address, and he said he would be there in 10 min.

Well, his picture did not do him justice!  He was handsome as fuck, like a young Tom Cruise in Risky business, except long beautiful eyelashes.

He parked his car, and hopped out and waved as if we were old friends, then comfortably sat in the passenger seat of my Jetta.

We said hi, and I told him how handsome he was, and he returned the compliment, calling me "Sir."

How polite.

I said, "Let's get to it then" and he pulled down his pants, revealing a most beautiful 7" cock.  And as a bonus, it was pretty natural, with medium brown pubes that I could not get enough of.  Why does a guys pubic region turn me on so much?  Unless it's shaved of course.  YUK.

Well, I sucked for a few minutes and the kid was very vocal.  He was moaning and cooing and grabbing my ass.  I was grabbing his tight little butt too!  Just the right amount of hair.

He moaned that I should let him reciprocate, and I thought "what the hell" so I let him have a couple minutes sucking, but not too long.  I was there to get him off, and dang, I was happy to get back to his dick.

I said "I hope you're going to cum in my mouth......"

"I'd be happy to, Sir." was his reply.

Suck, suck, suck.  He'd gone a little soft in the short absence from my mouth, but that soon changed.  I sucked for maybe 5 minutes when he told me he was going to cum, and I could feel him squirt onto my tongue and into the back of my mouth.

I savored it, and kept sucking him until he quit squirming and started to deflate.  Then I tasted it fully before swallowing, and cleaned off is dick.

I strared at it and marveled, and complimented him on it.  Then I asked if I could take a picture with my phone, and he obliged.

When I was finished, he thanked me, and called me Sir again, then skipped out of my car and back to his own.

I wouldn't mind starting every day with a little treat like that.

Conflict

I've been wanting to write about this for a long time.

I guess the time is right.

It's the conflict I feel when looking for a hookup.  Conflict because I know The Amigo would not like it.  

So, if I know it's wrong, why do I still do it?  How do I keep justifying it?  I have a boyfriend now, and still I enjoy the random hookup and the ocasional BJs from Regulars.

Rhetorical questions of course.  I can't expect an answer from my readers, it's got to come from within.  

But, this blog has helped me process my journey, and so maybe it will help me find some comfortable ground to stand on.

An update on the Amigo and me.

We are still together.  Not as much as the summer, when I was working less, and he didn't have classes, but still he comes on the weekends, and we spend Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights together.

We mostly do stay-at-home stuff.  We watch Netflix, cuddle, go to sleep together.  We copulate Saturday and Sunday mornings, then shower together.  Sometimes we eat out.  Sunday breakfast is a favorite.  Usually with my Mom, if she's in town.

Yesterday was The Amigo's birthday.  He turned 45 (although he could easily pass for 35).  He was at school, and I was at work.  I wasn't sure when I would be returning from a work project out of town, and The Amigo was dealing with some responsibilities at school.

He couldn't come and spend the night with me.  I didn't get to fall asleep spooning him, and I didn't wake up next to him, clutching me and trying to prohibit me from leaving the bed.  I won't look at porn, take my Viagra, then go in and wake him and fuck him, telling him that he "doesn't have an option."

Instead, I have the morning to myself.  To contemplate why I still crave the hookup when I'm horny.  I tell myself that The Amigo fulfills all of my emotional and relationship needs, but I still have that one area of my sexual appetite that he doesn't quite fullfill.

Before The Amigo came into my life, when finding a hookup was my number one recreational outlet, I used to rebuff anyone who was in a (gay) relationship, and looking for sex on the side.  If you are in a relationship, you should have sex with your partner, right?

Well, now it looks like I'm having a great big buffet consisting of crow and humble pie.

Dude 464? or was it a repeat?

Okay.  It was a repeat.

Which means I need to take back the number 464 and assign it to the next random dude.

I did just get a mediocre BJ from a super hot young guy.

He is actually Dude 389.

His Grindr profile said simply "Discreet."

There was no photo.  No Age. No height. No weight.

I think I might have messaged him first, but he took hours to respond back.  He sent me his pic and asked for mine.  I sent him a face pic (something I'm less hesitant to do these days) and then a dick pic.

His next question was whether I wanted to come over to his place and get "serviced" by him.

Hell Yes!

I didn't recognize him from his photo, but once I got to his place and saw him in person, I was pretty sure I had been with this guy before.

I didn't mention it, and neither did he.

He led me to the spare bedroom aka computer room/office/art room/sewing room and he knelt before me.  He was a super cute kid, with a killer build and soft spoken polite demeanor.  He undid my jeans and slid them to my knees, then pulled down my boxers.

I was totally soft, and I must admit, a little small looking.

He gave a truly delicate BJ with little suction or tongue action, but he did bring me to full mast in a minute or two.

I pulled my pants and boxers down, and off one leg to allow me to widen my stance, then asked if he minded that I sit on his computer chair.  He said fine.

Quickly he resumed his almost suctionless BJ, and his technique was to bob up and down, super fast.

Frankly, I prefer a slow, very slow head bob, with lots of tongue and plenty of suction, but this time I didn't verbalize my preference, and just watched as the blond twink worked hard bobbing my knob.

I crested a few minutes later and gasped that I was cumming, as I unloaded my wad into the boy's mouth.  We had discussed him "sucking to completion" so he took it, but I'm not sure he really wanted it.

I held his head down on my prick until my orgasm was fully enjoyed, and then let him loose.  He pulled off, looked at me and then swallowed, and I panted and recovered.  With my deflating cock in his thin twink fingers, another pearl of cum appeared from the pee hole, and he correctly bent down and licked up the last drop.

Good boy.

I didn't want to deal with that anyway.

As I was getting myself together, and doing up my pants, I brought up the subject of our meeting before.  He looked like a deer in the headlights.  He could recall living near where I had picked him up.  I reminded him of the conversation we had about his trip to Guadalajara Mexico.  He said he had been there, yes, but didn't remember me or the conversation.

As I drove away, I messaged him on Grindr, thanking him and recounted another detail of our previous conversation.

His response, was simply "Thanks for Cumming."

I was not 100% sure it was the same kid, until writing this entry in my blog.  It forced me to go through past entries, and look at the photos.  Sure enough, same tattoo on his abdomen.

Dude 463. Fresh Meet

I was running errands for work, by myself in another city, a half hour to the south.  A city famous for hot young Mormon boys.  It's always my hope that one of these curious boys will seek out a mature discreet man to introduce them to the heavenly, yet earthly pleasures of oral sex.

It hasn't happened yet.

However, I was picking up some things from an unmanned warehouse, when my Grindr went Brrreep!

I started chatting this kid up, who didn't have much info on his profile.  He said he was "just chillin" and I offered him a blow job.

He asked for a face pic, and so I sent one.

To my surprise, he didn't disappear, and said that sounded good.

He was less than a mile away, and I had to pick him up.  Luckily he agreed to come back to the warehouse and do the deed.

He sent me his location and asked that I please not pull up in front of the house, but nearby was a Subway Sandwich shop, so I pulled into the parking lot.  The kid found me a few minutes later, and hopped in the passenger seat.

The 5 minute car ride back to the warehouse was a little awkward, but we made some small talk and I nervously unlocked the warehouse door, and we went inside.  I locked the door behind us, and found a folding chair and offered him a seat.

He said he didn't mind standing, so I dropped to my knees.

Okay, maybe it wasn't
THIS big....

I let out an audible gasp, when I reached for his waistband, and found a couple inches of protruding, and leaking cock, sticking out from the top of his pants!
  Wow.  What a cock.  Probably 8 inches, perfectly shaped and a perfect nest of hair.  I get a little hard, just remembering the smell.

I pulled down his pants and started making love to that beautiful boy cock.

The kid fully participated, grabbing my head, arms and shoulders throughout the blowjob.  Even though I couldn't fit even half of it in my mouth, he enjoyed it.  It also gave me plenty to hold onto, when I wasn't playing with his medium sized nuts, or grabbing his tight little ass.

In only five minutes, he doubled over, and pulled out of my mouth, gasping, saying, that was a close call, because he was just about to cum.

I urged him to sit, and he complied, and then I hungrily went back down on his delicious cock.

Less than a minute later, he said "I'm sorry man......I'm about to cum again....."

I just moaned and said "um hmmmm" and kept sucking.  

Soon his breathing changed, and he tried to tell me again that he was going to cum, but only half the phrase came out, as his orgasm swept over him and shut down his speech.

Boom.  I felt the jets going into my throat, and bobbed to catch some on my tongue.  I gently coaxed as much out of his pulsing cock as I could, as the kid just lay back and let it happen.

I swallowed it all and cleaned his softening dick as best as I could, before getting up from my knees and heading to the bathroom to wash my hands and compose my self.  This included putting my boner back in my jeans.

I took the kid back to his neighborhood, and he thanked me and hopped out of the car.  I messaged him on Grindr......"that was hot, thanks." but heard nothing back.  At least he didnt' block me so maybe if I get back to that area, we can do it again.


This is just an amateur porn video I found online, and it isn't the kid I sucked off, but it's a pretty good representation of face, body, cock and the intensity of his orgasm:

Dude 462, another young man and I trade oral

I was working up in Park City today.  I would occasionally turn on Grindr, but no one really seemed interested.  I got a couple hits, but nothing worth going out of my way for.

Back in Salt Lake, a block from my house is a grocery store, and I stopped there to get a few things and that's when  a faceless profile sent me a message..."Want a quickie?"

This was quickly followed by receiving a face pic of young man who, according to grindr, was only 1200 feet away.

Our conversation was very short, and he never asked for a pic or any more stats that were on my profile.

He quickly biked over to my location on a side street and  pulled up alongside my car.  We said hi, and I asked him if he would mind going to the end of the street, as it dead ended at a small park.  He agreed.

I parked, he lay down his bike and got in the passenger seat.

I was a little wary of his age, and this may be some sort of sting, so I said, we never talked about "who wold give and who would receive."

He hesitated, looked thoughtful for a moment and said, that he would give.  First.

Again, fearing that I might expose my junk inappropriately, I asked if I could see his first.  I figured if he was some sort of cop, he wouldn't do it, but he didn't hesitate pulling down his nylon shorts showing me his nice semi hard uncut cock.

I followed, and soon he was giving me a nice BJ.

This was not the kid's first time either, and soon he was putting my hand on his cock, so I could jack him off as he sucked me.

This went on for a few minutes and I was pretty excited and feared cumming too quick, so I pulled him off my dick and went down on him.  It was a good size for sucking, and then he asked me if I was a bottom.

No.  How about you?

No.  (not that I had any interest in anal sex anyway)

I continued to suck him and he started probing my ass, with his finger.  I didn't mind, and it was kind of a turn on until he got a little aggressive and I as I was sucking was able to utter "um no."  He said okay, and pulled his naughty little fingers out of my pants.

It didn't take long when he told me he was getting close, an "where do you want me to cum?"

I paused briefly to tell him then decided to just let him know non verbally, and continued the blow job.

"In your mouth?" he asked.

"Ummmm Hummm." I said and I persevered.

And then he let loose right then.

He did not cum a lot, nor did he give much other indication that he had orgasmed, but there was an undeniable teaspoon of cum in my mouth.  I milked his orgasm until his young cock started to deflate, and then pulled off and tasted my sticky reward.

We thanked each other, and he pulled up his shorts and hopped out of the car.

I hope he hits me up again.  I wouldn't mind seeing the rest of his body in the light of day sometime.

Dude 461, I suck off another kid in the mall parking lot

So, my hooking up has slowed w-a-y down since my pre boyfriend days, but hey, I'm only human and I have needs.

Okay.  Not "needs" but desires.  Carnal desires.

Last week I found myself working in a nearby town.  A college town.  This means that I'm "new meat" on Grindr, and it also means college cock.  Couple that with the conservative nature of this particular town, and I was hoping to encounter frustrated closeted boys to seek out an experienced, discreet cocksucker like myself.

I was a little disappointed. However, I did get the opportunity to blow a nice young man in the parking lot of the local shopping mall.

I'm not sure why he was there, I doubt he was a student.  Perhaps he was the son of a visiting professor, or his family was checking out the college for him, or a sibling.

I was in a rented cube truck, and on my lunch break at Burger King when the kid saw me on Grindr, an I was close.  He asked if I could come the the mall and "hang out."

Now why a 22 year old kid would want to "hang out" with a 53 year old "discreet" guy, is a mystery. I declined his offer saying I was working, but if he wanted to quickly "trade some oral" in the back of the truck I would be down.

He accepted my offer, so I gulped down my fillet-o-fish and drove a couple blocks to the mall parking lot.

It didn't take him too long to find my truck and we jumped in the back.  The springs on the roll up door were pretty strong, and the door wouldn't stay down, but once inside, I fixed it with a rubber bungee strap, which let the door open just a few inches, for light.  Fortunately, there was a couch inside, we could use, covered with furniture blankets.

I asked the kid to see his dick and he didn't hesitate to pull down his pants revealing a nice 7" dick, in a next of untrimmed black pubes. Although uncut, his bullet shaped head was protruding from it's turtleneck skin.  I didn't need to be asked and just went down on his hardening meat.  It stiffened intermediately to maximum firmness, and the kid got surprisingly aggressive and forced my head down on his long dick, making me choke and gag a little.

Usually kids these days aren't so disrespectful with their elders!

I blew him for a few minutes and several times he forced my head down.  I tried to go with it, but I'm not exactly experienced in the art of deep throating, and each time I had to pull my impaled face from his pole to keep from choking.

This action did serve to get my dick rock hard in my work jeans, and I stood and opened my pants to relieve the pressure.  The kid made no move toward my hard dick so I asked him if he sucked cock.  He nodded and then took me in his mouth.  It wasn't his first time, and felt great.  So great that it didn't take long before I thought I might blow, so I removed him from his task and got on my knees again to finish what I had started.

Again the kid was surprisingly aggressive, and it only took a couple minutes before he was blowing his wad down my throat.  I did pull back a bit, so I could get some in my mouth to taste, but the majority went down my throat.

I was satisfied, and he made no effort to return the favor, that that was okay with me.  I found a roll of paper towels, and we both cleaned up before parting ways.  Him skipping back to the mall, and me driving to my next pick up.