There's not much to report here from Jackville.
The Amigo suggested we drive to California to visit my mom during his Thanksgiving break from School. Neither of us realized that he had the entire week off, so when he found out, we made travel plans.
The Amigo LOVES my mother. My mom is a very affectionate person and loves strong masculine hugs. Her husband died of a sudden heard attach 8 years ago, and she craves a strong manly hug like crazy. The Amigo has been away from home and hasn't seen HIS mother in 5 years, so he loves hugging my mom. It's really good for both of them. They embrace and squeeze each other when ever they are together.
The trip was good, although the drive from Salt Lake to California is 11-12 hours, and I dislike driving those long distances. We stopped overnight in Vegas on the way down, and in Mesquite on the way back, so it's wasn't too bad.
My magic boner pills from India finally showed up 2 days before the trip. The were sent with signature conformation, so I had to go to the post office to pick them up, but there were no other complications, and they seem to work just like the old ones did.
I also had another blog reader offer to send me his supply of Cialis, as he is a young handsome virile stud that doesn't really need them... ;)
Thanks man. You know who you are.
I haven't tried the Cialis yet, I'm going to wait for this weekend to give them a test drive.
Things went well for the Amigo and I on our trip. I was a little worried that being with him 24/7 for nine straight (no pun intended) days would drive me a little crazy, but I enjoyed all of our time together. We even had Thanksgiving dinner with another gay couple. "Los Maricones" as the Amigo calls them.
My sister's good friend came out about 20 or 25 years ago. He and his partner live in West Hollywood, I think.
I know......They live in West Hollywood and they are gay? Shocking!
Last Thanksgiving, my sister invited "Los Maricones" to have dinner with them, and I was in Salt Lake, with Amigo. We had only been dating a couple of months at that point. I had a Skype conversation with them, and it was a little strange talking to my mom and sister, and the gay couple having dinner with them, all the time having my secret new boyfriend, just out of frame at my house. It was just a month later that I would come out to my parents, and tell them about Amigo while visiting them last Christmas. How time flies when you're having a gay old time, eh?
Sex with the Amigo still continues to frustrate me. The feeling when we fuck is the best ever. Seriously, I could not imagine a fuck toy designed to deliver more pleasure to my penis that when we screw, yet I still only achieve orgasm half the time. When I do, it's mind blowing! Culminating in an almost seizure like climax. But like I said, it only happens half of the time. The other half the poor Amigo is pummeled for 20 or more minutes until I tire or he becomes too sore.
This happened in the Hotel in Mesquite. Luckily for me, he offered one of his fantastic blow jobs and I was able to deliver my load to him orally, then we satisfied him, by hand as usual.
Again, it's strange, as the Amigo gives me one of the best feeling BJs ever (and I'm quite the connoisseur if I do say so myself) but a few times, I've failed at achieving an orgasm by that means. Grrrr. So frustrating! If it feels so good, why don't I cum ??!!
I know there is a mental block there, but I can't seem to find a sure-fire way around it.
So here it is. December already. My thermometer reads 18 degrees outside. Brrrr.
Can you share where you got the pills?
ReplyDeleteI got mine from http://indiagenericmeds.net.
DeleteIt was about $70 for 30 100-mg pills, including shipping, and they gave me 4 "bonus" chewable pills for free. I haven't tried the chewables yet.
I had 2 readers tell me they use www.alldaychemist.com, with good results.
hey jack - enjoy your blog and your updates...glad to hear all is going well. In regards to your "performance" issues have you ever considered talking with a therapist? S/he may be able to uncover the mental block and set you free. Imagine the fun you would have then! Just a thought...
ReplyDeleteYes, I've thought about a therapist. Not so much to identify the problem, but to get some tools to deal with it. I'm pretty sure the problem stems from the thrill of hooking up that I have been experiencing over the last several years. Intimate love making with Amigo, while very enjoyable just doesn't provide the "rush" that the anonymous hook up does.
ReplyDeleteI need to re-train my brain, so that these intimate moments lead to orgasm, with out the adrenaline rush of the hookup.