Dude 499....I think I'm through with my hookup blog.

I've been thinking of quitting for a while now, and the thrill is kind of gone.  Like all my blogger buddies out there, I think I too will throw in the towel.  Yes, the cumsoaked terry cloth towel that has seen so much action.

I was going to quit at #500, but then there would be pressure to go out with a bang.  Instead, perhaps if I never make it to #500, then I'm not really that big of a slut, right?

And there is something else.

One of the reasons I started blogging, was because it gave me an outlet to share.  A kind of therapy.  A sounding board, so I didn't have to feel so all alone.  Of course there were other components to blogging as well.  I liked the bragging.  It made me feel validated.   But now those reasons have evaporated.  It's now a penance I pay for "cheating" on my Amigo.

This struggle still continues, and I haven't reconciled my desires to hookup with my desires to be faithful.  Perhaps neither side will ever win, and I shall always harbor my own internal cold war.

Nonetheless, it seems that now I have something else to share.  Something I desire to tell, a secret that I want to share, but not with my friends.  Not yet anyway.  Perhaps the blog should be my outlet for this.

But for now,  my last hookup story;
(This is the way the world ends. Not with a bang but a whimper.)

Dude 499.

For no particular reason, I had been checking Grindr all through out the day.  It was my day off, a Monday, and my appointments would take me to several different parts of the city.  This is what I call the "fresh meat" syndrome.  And I chatted it up with several guys, but never put anything together, until I was driving home, and reached out to someone with the name of "Secret Slurper."  He also mentioned something about "Daddy" in his profile, so I felt confident he would suck me off, and I was correct.

It was very straight forward.  He found me parked in my car, and got in the passenger seat.  We drove around for a few minutes until we found a semi secluded parking lot.  I wiggled out my my pants, and exposed my flaccid dick, and he wasted no time in gobbling it up, and I reached climax in about 3 minutes.   He opened the door and spit out my load, and I dropped him back where I found him.

The end.  The boring, boring end.