CL Encounter #85

There are squirters, and there are dribblers.  It rarely happens but today, I found myself in the squirter category.  As I looked down at my cock thrusting between some ass cheeks, a shot flew out of my dick head, and landed square on the back of my latest conquest.

I'm not sure conquest is the right word.  It implies putting in some effort in pursuing someone.


As proud as I am of squirting my jizz on some anonymous guy's back, I'm a little ashamed, even disappointed in how it all went down.


I was supposed to hook up with Surfer Hottie again.


He flaked out.


I was horny, so I posted on Craigslist:

Suck or ride my dick. - m4m (SLC)

I just want a blow job, or maybe a quick F&#K. Not looking for a lot of drama. Average normal HWP guy here. Smaller frame, and smaller dick. Not a lot of experience, but definitely been sucked off more that I have plowed butt. I'm close to Downtown. Host or travel. I'm looking for HWP, DDF, safe and discreet. Pic and more for trade.

Some guy hit me back:

Hey,

Want you to plow my butt.  I will need to text u my stats and pic.  no priv on pc.

8015550122.  ready now.

geo.

Half an hour later Geo was at my door.


He was my size and weight, and a few years older.  I like that.  He was slightly chatty,  but that's okay.  I decided we had better do this in the bedroom rather than the living room.  Every once in a while, I have a friend or co worker stop by, and I really don't want anyone walking in on me while I've got my dick in another guy's butt.  It would be hard to explain.


We both got undressed and I asked Geo if he sucked dick.   "Sure, I do" he said, and he went down on me.  This was good, as it was getting me hard.


I'm not that experienced at topping, but one thing I have learned; it's important to be hard.


We moved up to the bed and Geo got me good and stiff, and I put on the condom, while he lubed up his butt.  He straddled me and rocked back on my dick.  It didn't take long until had buried himself to the hilt.


I tried to do some thrusting from below, and he tried to do some rocking from above, but it wasn't working all that well.


"Maybe I should fuck you from behind," I offered.


He hopped off and got on all fours.


I soon found my self in the porn star position, doing my squat thrusts.  This works well, but is exhausting.


Another problem:  Brown Gravy.


I guess that's to be expected, but I guess I'm never really prepared for it.


In fact, over the next 10 minutes, things got really messy, and I had to say something.


Geo, excused himself to the bathroom and cleaned up and I changed condoms.


He came back, and I suggested he lay on his back, stick his ass over the edge of the bed, and I try it standing on the floor.


Unfortunately, my dick wasn't hard enough, and it didn't look like it was going to get hard enough.


I asked him to blow me, and get me hard again.  He did, but I never really regained my hard-on.  I was ready to call it quits, when he suggested that I just grind my unwrapped dick in his butt crack. 


I politely declined, and said it was no problem that I didn't cum, but he was insistent.


So, he lay on the bed, and I climbed on top, and put another dab of lube in his ass crack and started to get my self off.


It felt pretty good.  Then it started to feel great.  The tiny hairs around his mostly smooth ass were tickling my unwrapped dick head, and the stimulation felt great.  This was going to get me off.


In the course of grinding, my cock slipped deeper and deeper until.......well.....


It slipped, uncovered into his ass.  

Yes, bareback.

I knew it was wrong.  He knew it was wrong, and yet, we continued.  I asked if he was HIV negative, and he said he was.


Caught up in the moment, I just went for it. 


Golly gee whiz, Mrs. Cleaver, that sure feels good.  I hate to say it, but it was like I was a teenager again, fucking  my first pussy.


It didn't take long, and Geo was telling me not to cum in his ass.  "You should pull out now, I don't want pre-cum in there either." He said.


"Uh-huh" I grunted and continued to slam his ass anyway.  I actually though about cumming in his butt anyway.  After all, he let me in.

"You have to pull out, don't cum inside" He said.


I was looking for any loop hole in those words, but they were iron clad. 


I quickly built up a full head of steam, and pulled out, and made a few final thrusts in  his ass crack, and watched as a nice stream of cum shot out, and hit him below the shoulder blades.  the second, volleyed out and landed at the base of his spine, and then a few more dribbles lubricated the valley in which my dick was sliding back and forth.


Ahhh.  Relief.


This euphoria was short lived, as the shame and guilt then washed over me. 


I just had my first bareback experience.  I never wanted to go down THIS path.


I was hot, sweaty, and my dick had been in someones turd tunnel raw.


I said, let's take a shower, and bolted for the bathroom.  Geo followed.


I showered first and cleaned myself up.  Geo got in after me and did the same.


Then of course, the awkward part, dressing and such.


Geo let himself out, and I cracked open a beer and started writing this.  I didn't finish though.  The beer took the edge off, and I let the story sit until the next morning.


Right now I want to make the decision, that fucking is now officially OUT.


It doesn't feel good enough to get me off if I use a condom, and I sure don't want to go down the bareback trail.


I have to convince my libido of this.  Right?  There are plenty of dudes who like to suck dick, so why should I even be remotely interested in the other?


I hope I have the sense to come back and read this in the future, if I should happen to be lured to "the dark side" again.