With all of the nice comments I've been receiving lately, I kind of hate to spoil it by writing about yet another hookup, but I think I need to be honest. Especially with myself, and this is a great forum to do that.
I just got back from getting a blowjob, in the Albertson's Parking lot.
I feel relieved, but a bit like a heel.
I know Amigo would not want this to occur, but really, we are just dating, right? I know I haven't made any monogamy commitments, but then why do I feel guilty?
Because Amigo is a nice guy and I'm a nice guy and I know what I just did would hurt his feelings if he found out, and really I don't want to hurt his feelings.
So, here's the long and short of it, for the record. I'm still in Southern California, 16 days into a 20 day visit. I've been checking out Grindr, and today, when I went to Lowe's to buy some paint, I took the opportunity to ask a nearby gentleman if he's like to suck me off, and he agreed.
He didn't mention an age, but I'm guessing around 40. Nice guy. We met in a parking lot and drove to a secluded corner. He didn't hesitate to jump in the back seat with me and just go down.
The combination of his skills (7.5/10) and my libido, had me squirting in his mouth in about 5 minutes, unusually fast for me. Then he wanted to hug me and caress me and do some awkward cuddling, but I just wanted to get back home to Mom's so she wouldn't wondering why it was taking me so long to buy paint.
And so that is that. Dude #443. Done.
Don't be too had on yourself. We are mere mortals and can only do our best. Where I will always draw the line is an affair of the heart. The flesh is temporary but the heart is nearly impossible to compete with.
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