Looks like the Amigo and I are still together.
I'm not sure if the break up attempts are his way of moving me towards commitment, or him just acting out his frustration. Either way, things seemed to have changed little.
Two weeks ago, he said he was going to see other people, and I'm pretty sure he said he'd already been chatting with guys on Adam4Adam. He said he was going to take all his clothes back home; He'd amassed a pretty good collection in the spare closet and dresser, and then, the following morning, he didn't take them.
He did go on a spring break trip with his classmates, on a school organized tour of Southern California and Las Vegas, but the entire time, he messaged me and acted as if he'd never said anything to me about breaking up.
Then, upon his return, he was like sweet sticky syrup, and couldn't get enough of me. Like an addict who had given up, and just indulge in their addiction, for better or worse.
He came to my house, and spent the weekend, without stopping at home, bringing his suitcase with him. We had a nice normal cuddly weekend, and then I took him to the train Monday morning and we both did our thing during the week. He even left his suitcase with even more clothes at my house.
Then, this past weekend, he came up Friday night, and again we had a very nice weekend, except on Saturday, he went back to the school/then home to finish up a project. This time he took his suitcase with him........and ALL his clothes. I didn't realize it until later in the day.
I never asked him about it.
He returned Saturday night and all seemed well.
I don't know what's going on, and really, I don't care. I am enjoying our time together, and that's what counts for now. Hopefully, he's doing the same.
Since his return, I've not hooked up. I'm not really tempted either, except when I look at porn and jerk off and think how much nicer it would be if someone were blowing me, instead. I do check out Craigslist, but I haven't reached out for sex. Yet.
My elusive orgasm still plagues our sex life.
Our boudoir romps are very nice, and seem to satisfy him completely. After drilling him thoroughly, I can usually get him off with a hand job, in just a few minutes. He doesn't much seem interested in getting a BJ, and that's fine with me. I enjoy pleasuring the Amigo.
So, that's it here in Jack-land. I wanted the boyfriend experience, and now that's I've tried it, I think I like it.
Wish me luck.
"I am enjoying our time together, and that's what counts for now." Words to live by!
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