The test. The results. The phone call.

When my plane landed in California, on that Tuesday after meeting Zach,  my phone went bing-bing, with a text message alert.  The text was from my regular bud, "Soda Can."  We had been getting together every Wednesday morning for almost a year.

(1/3) Hey you,,,,,,,, gotta ask ya,,,, do you have something,,, I have to go to the clinic,,,sensitivity in penis and white stuff,,,,I have never had (2/3) anything in my life,,,,! What about you? I read online,,,think is chlamydia ,,,treatable with penicillin,,, crazy my friend,,,all I have done is (3/3) oral,,,let me know if you are feeling the same,,, no blame,,,just wondering my friend and concerned. 

So, after he went to the clinic, this is what he told me:

(1/4) Well my friend,,,I just got a shot of penicillin. In the ass and took two Mega dose tablets of penicillin and they said that's it,,,the doc said it looks (2/4) like chlamydia but I get test result tomorrow,,,,I suspect it was from a nude party two weeks ago,,, a guy there sucked my cock and I sucked him,,, the (3/4) doc says that was probably what it was unless my DL BF gave it to me,,,, I suggest you get a test,,,,for STD,s. I think you said you do that sometimes (4/4) anyway,,,they ask who I was with but I didn't mention you,,,,I will just tell you myself,,, sorry my friend, I feel dirty right now,,,, Unless my DL BF gave it to me,,,, it was just tingling and stinging in my penis yesterday then today it was white discharge,,,came on very sudden my friend I told my DL BF I won't be doing his parties anymore! :( 

So, now it's one week later. I'm feeling a bit better about the suicidal kid.

I've got no symptoms of burning tingling dripping penis.

Then I get the phone call from the nurse at the SL Valley Health Dept.

My throat swab came back positive for oral gonorrhea. My piss test was clean, so I don't have it in my dick. This means that I sucked some infected cock, and got it in my throat. Was it Soda Can or one of the dudes I sucked off in my hotel room in Atlanta, in September?

Well fuck.  According to the Nurse, now I have to go and get a shot of heavy duty antibiotics.  Pills apparently aren't enough anymore, as the strains of gonorrhea are becoming resistant to treatment. They can't call in a prescription, so I have to get an injection at the Clinic in SLC, or a hospital or clinic here in California.

I plan on being here another week or so, but it's going to be a pain in the ass (no pun intended) to go to a clinic or hospital here, so I'm just going to wait until I get back home to get this treated. In the mean time, I'm some sort of walking Typhoid Mary.

I will NOT be hooking up on this trip.  I already send an e-mail to the dudes I've given blow jobs to in the last couple of months. Of course, this means I will most likely lose my regulars.

Who can blame them?

I am really sad about losing LaTwinko, the 22 year old Hispanic kid with the sexy body who hits me up every week or 10 days and comes over to make out with me, get fucked in the ass, then get sucked off by me.

I just finished sending the nurse, the e-mail addresses of dudes #302,# 303, #304, as I sucked each of their cocks and could have possibly passed it along.

I sent an e-mail to College Football Hottie, Dude #302, as we hooked up one more time, and he keeps e-mailing me wanting to do it again. I'll be he doesn't want to hook up now.

And now my most current dilemma. Zach.

Did I give it to him?  Probably.

Now what?  If he's fucking dead, then it doesn't matter.  Do I give the nurse his name and cell phone number?  If you're suicidal anyway, the last thing you need to hear is that you may have an STD.

Shit.