I out myself to my friend.

My three week trip to Europe was a blast.  I won't bore you with my travel highlights, but will tell you that after I arrived, I finally told my best friend about my recent extracurricular activities.  I wish I could say that she was shocked, but she wasn't.  I knew she suspected that I was gay a long time ago, and she even hinted about it once, but now her suspicions were confirmed.

I told her the second day I was there, as we were driving in the car for a day trip to Slovenia.  She wanted to know ALL about it.  And I told her some.  I didn't mention what a slut I had become.  She also promised to keep my secret.

That evening, her Austrian husband joined us, and I blurted out my secret to him as well.  I didn't want my friend to have to keep my secret from him as well.  His reaction was pretty mild, and it didn't seem to affect my trip at all, except I didn't have to hide that I turned on Grindr all the time, just to look at the eye candy on a different continent.

Let me just say, that some countries have better looking men in general than others.  I won't name names.

The other notable thing that happened on the trip is that I texted "Amigo" back here in Utah.

Dude 436. My Big Fat Gay Houseboat Adventure

August 10, 2014

I had the best time at Lake Powell!

Perhaps you will recall that last year, about this time, I went to Powell, on the same boat, with essentially the same group of people.  That was the year that the closet door creaked open for me, and I got to play boyfriend for 5 whole days.  A very handsome, fit, short Mexican dude and I spent the week sleeping together and making out like high school kids.  All in plain view of the other boat mates.

Once we got home, the romance soon fizzled, but nonetheless, it was an important time for me,  I outed myself to those folks, and when I returned home, I feared my secret would get out, so I phoned a friend, (who now lives in Iowa, but introduced me to the boat's owner) and I told her myself.  I had planned on telling another friend, but she now lives in Germany, and I couldn't seem to connect.  I let a week slip by, then another, and I never told the other friend about my secret.

But, back to the this year.  I knew my Amigo from last year would not be joining us, but there would be a couple of new people.  I really want to tell the story, but perhaps another time.  I think it suffices to say, that I had a really great week, and the weather was spectacular at Lake Powell.

There is one detail that I do want to mention, as it will become important, later on in my tale.

The day before I left for Lake Powell this year, I was sniffing around on Grindr and Adam for Adam, to get my rocks off.  I ended up getting with the 19 year-old neighborhood kid.  However, earlier in the day, I was talking with a another very nice Mexican dude, who lives in Provo.

Although he is in his 40's, he's actually a foreign exchange student.  He's studying international business, and we had a nice chat.  There was no mention of sex, or hook up.  Neither of us asked for cock or ass pictures, and the talk was just about meeting for coffee or lunch sometime.

Since he's down in Provo, and has no car, I dismissed him after our chat.  Lots and lots of guys express interest or SAY that they want to meet for a coffee, but in reality, nothing ever happens.  It's 10 time easier to get someone to suck my dick that it is to get them to have coffee with me.  I'm not sure why, but that's how it is.

Well, later on in the day, after I fucked the local boy, and was getting ready for my trip, and preparing for my arriving house sitter, my "Amigo" from Provo hit me up, and said he was coming to Salt Lake on the Frontrunner (our novelty commuter train) to buy some shoes in the afternoon, and could I please meet him for coffee?

I agreed, but told him I didn't have much time, because we would have only an hour or so, before my house sitter arrived.  He agreed and we kept in touch via text during his journey.

I picked him up at the train stop near my house, and I must say, I was a bit smitten.  He is very handsome.  He looked easily a decade younger than his 42 years, and had a full head of thick black Latin hair.  His English was pretty poor for someone that had been here for 5 years, but that gave me an opportunity to use my Spanish, which by the way isn't very good.

Amigo and I had a really good coffee date.  I think we got along really good.  He was coming out of a 2 year relationship.  He made it clear to me he really wanted a relationship, but wanted it to include regular sex.  It seems over the last two years, his routine was to attend school Monday-Friday in Prove, then come to Salt Lake the Front Runner, spend a sexless weekend with his (former) boyfriend, and return early Monday morning to School.

Rinse, Lather.  Repeat.  For two years.   I guess they did stuff together.  They slept and cuddled together, but no sex, and he left the relationship in frustration.

We were both eager to get together again, but I had to end the coffee date and get home to my house sitter.  We braved one semi-public kiss in the car, before parting, and my new Amigo and I both admitted our boners for each other (really, we were both tenting our Levis) and we parted company.

I went home, and met my house sitter (found on Mindmyhouse.com) and showed him around my house and neighborhood.  The next day, I was on a plane for Germany, and would be gone for three weeks.

Although I had NO hookups in Europe, I took another big step...........

Dude 435. 19 year old kid from the hood

Monday, August 4, 2014


This afternoon, I have a house sitter coming.  He'll be at my house almost a month, while I take a much anticipated vacation.  First, Lake Powell for a week, then home for a day, then off to Europe for 3 weeks!  Woo hoo!

But before I go, I better get some.

Another 19 year old slightly heavy boy from Grindr hit me up.    I'm not sure what's up the the boys in my neighborhood suddenly getting horny for Old guy dick, but I'm not complaining.

I had to go pick him up, and bring him back to my house, but he was only a half mile away.

He blew me then asked to be fucked.

I complied.  Sorry about the lack of details or even a photo.  I'm trying to get ready for my trip!

Dude 434. West Valley Ass

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Dude 434. West Valley Ass

The Craiglist Post I spied:

CL >salt lake >all personals >men seeking men

body : athletic

 come fuck my mouth or ass (mine) 

come fuck my mouth ill suck it good for you or/and you can fuck my ass very tight very unused ready to be used good loooking fit ready when you are send pics and lets do this.

This is what he sent to me.  Would it

kill him to clean his mirror first?

I played e-mail tag with this guy for 40 minutes, but finally ended up getting together with him.

We traded 1 pic each.

He refused to give me his exact address, but I drove to his complex, and parked by the play ground as instructed.  Then, he e-mailed me:

"my roomate just got here believe he fell asleep we can do it maybe basement or in my garage in a chair what do you think?  see you soon"

Pretty soon, a guy poked his head around the corner, spotted me and waved me over.  I followed him on foot, actually in shorts and flip flops.  He led me past several condos or houses, I'm not sure which, and into a garage, where he had a chair set up, and a padded towel in front of it.  The tell tale sign that a blowjob is about to commence.

He made sure that I was going to "finger" his hole, while he sucked me, and he had a bottle of lube near by.

I pulled off my shorts and silk boxers, and he dropped his shorts, then dropped to his knees.  I pumped a dollop of clear lube from the dispenser bottle onto my fingers while "Tim" sucked my dick.
I got hard, and it wasn't a bad blow job, but I had difficulty in reaching his asshole while getting head.

I saw this on Grindr.  I think it's him.

If not, its a damn close match.

Somehow I managed to pretzel over while cradling his big head in my stomach area, and work a finger into his ass.  It went in the first pucker okay, but I felt resistance a little further in.

This set up only lasted a couple of minutes and I decided it was time to either get a BJ in earnest or bend him over and fuck him properly.

I stood, and fished out the condom, and started to open the package.  He looked at me, and I asked if this was going to be okay.

He said he'd like to get fingered a bit more, and he wanted my dick raw.

Hmmm.  What was I to do?  My stupid cock cock made the decision for me.

He bent over the chair, and I fingered him a bit more before attempting to fuck.  When I did, I was met with resistance, but I added more lube, and with some gentle rocking motions, I was finally allowed entry.  A couple minutes later, and we were in a rhythm, and I was was pumping away, as he jacked his great big cock.

I felt my impending orgasm, and said "Oh God, I'm gonna cum" and Tim did nothing to slow down the process, so I took that as the green light to dump my wad in his ass, and I thrust as deep as I could, and he pounded his pud with renewed vigor.

I know he hadn't cummed yet, so I continued to fuck as long as I could, to see if he could cum, but I started to go soft pretty quickly, and he pulled off of my deflating cock, and handed me a towel.  I wiped the last pearl of cum from my penis, and found my underwear and shorts on the garage floor.

We dressed, said a few pleasantries, and then I boogied.

We e-mailed each other afterwards, and exchanged real e-mail addresses.  Up until that point it was all the Craigslist forwarding type of communication.

He seemed to like it.  He was a little beefier than I would like, but hey, a fuck is a fuck.

******Update.  I went back a couple days later.  Same scene in his garage.  This time I didn't cum but he did.  Meh.  He said it would be a while before he wanted to do it again, and I say I'm not missing out if I never return.

****** Second update.  I never went back, nor was I invited.

Dudes 432 & 433, Two BJs, in an hour and I still don't cum!

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

It's my last free day for awhile, because of the work schedule.  I deserve a BJ, right?

So, I post on CL and get several hits.  One guy seemed interesting.  His response to my post:

Sorry, I don't have a photo, I am discreet about this..
My name is Dave I am 40 150 lbs in excellent shape
ripped toned body. I am 5'9" charming guy and drama free.
I have no diseases and I am very clean. Expect the same
if we were to meet. Anyhow I think you have a sweet cock
and it would be fun to play with. I am not fast but
I can make you cum and feel like a king.

So, I invited him over.  Because of where he was coming from and he was on a bike and said he didn't have a phone, I figured he might be homeless or in a halfway house or something.

He was a nice enough guy, kind of scraggly thinning hair under his ball cap.  Riding over in 90 degree heat didn't help.

But, he gave me an okay BJ, for a few minutes anyway.  He pulled out his big cock and stroked it as he blew me.  I told him  "Don't cum!"  But he didn't listen.

About 6 minutes into the BJ, he started making noises while blowing me.  He was really getting into it, then I saw the spurts.  Luckily he was kneeling on my blanket.  Most of it went in his underwear, but plenty of it got on the blanket as well.

He was a good boy though, he kept sucking my cock the entire time.  He even tried in ernest for another three more minutes, and had he stayed on task 2 minutes more I would have blown, but alas, he gave up.

He stumbled all over him self with appologies about not getting me off, and even offered to help me Jack off, but I assured him I didn't need help in that department.  I was quite capable.

As soon as he was out the door, I e-mailed back another guy who wanted to cum over.  His response to my post said:

I'm 29, 5'10", 160# , white, good looking, discrete, and can travel to you now.  No picture.  Clean cut, clean shaven, want to make you cum.

I said, "the first guy flaked out, you still want to come over?"

He was here in 15 minutes.  Very handsome and young and a great body, just a little doughy.  He started off nice enough, then started to impale himself on my dick.  His deep throat technique was pretty good.  Usually when I'm deep throated, it feels as though I'm being stabbed in my own abdomen with my own cock, and it hurts.  He also kept looking up at me, with submissive approval seeking eyes.

I quickly figured out he wanted it a bit rough.  He took off his shirt when he got over heated, and I enjoyed the sight.  Halfway through I ordered him to stand and finish disrobing so I could see his hot body.

I face fucked him somewhat brutally (for me) and could feel my self bottoming out in the back of his mouth/throat.  He too was jacking his dick.  There was lots of throat slime making a mess of every thing, and then just as I was about a minute from getting myself off in his mouth, he pulled off, and rolled back onto his back, jacked his dick, and pumped out a few ropes onto his smooth tummy, while his balls pulled way up into their sack.

I tried to fist my own slime covered cock, so I could add my load to his, but it wasn't meant to be.  I gave up, and we both awkwardly cleaned up.  He became very shy and said only a couple more words before he finished putting back on his dress slacks, white undershirt, and dress shirt, with matching belt and shoes, and fled out the door.

I went up stairs, fired up some internet blog porn, and had myself cumming in just a couple minutes.

Mabye I should have just done that in the first place.

Naw.  It's was fun.  I one super hot, and one pretty hot guy jack their cocks, and spew their loads, and in the end I DID cum, even if it was by my own hand.

Dude 431. And the parade of sweet brown boys continues

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

This kid hit me up today on Grindr.  I was so busy working, but that didn't keep me from turning on the app, and getting a few messages.

This sweet, albeit, heavy 19 year old gay kid hit me up.  He couldn't have been nicer or sweeter.

I had to pick him up and bring him to my place, but he was only a mile away.

When we got here, I undressed him and sucked his smallish cock.  It swelled to a respectable 5 inches, or so, just a tad smaller than me, and perfect for sucking.  Best of all, he didn't shave off all his pubes, although he was otherwise hairless, except for the thin  sparse hairs coming from his attempted beard on his chin.

We took turns blowing each other, making out, and blowing each other some more.  When he didn't get tired of sucking my cock, I just went for it and let him blow me for the required 12-15 minutes and then let him know I was gonna cum in his mouth.  He let me and then, he swallowed.  Nice kid!

I hugged and cuddled for a minute before repaying the favor, and luckily I didn't have to suck for 15 min.  I had him blasting off in about 5.  Unfortunately, my sense of reciprocity was not great enough for me to swallow, so I spit into the handy towel.

Since it's fucking Mid July, and the swamp cooler is struggling to keep up, and putting lots of moisture in the air, I was all sweaty.  I suggested we shower together and we had a very tender sweet shower together.

Now, if only I could find someone MY AGE to do all this with!  Wouldn't that be nice????

Dude 430. Another hot young boy.

Friday, July 11, 2014


I was horny, but I had so much to get done today.  No time for active pursuit of dick, or a cock sucker.  Instead, I was somewhat passive.  I left Grindr on all morning.

Lo and behold, just before noon, this kid hits me up.  We chat very little, then the talk turns to what we like sexually, then we trade a couple of pics and I ask if I should come over.  He agrees, but asks for a face pic.  I tell him no, but send him a fuzzy full body shot of me, standing in a field....in fact the profile pic for my blog, and he asks if I'm a silver fox!

I say yes!

I get to the apartment, the kid is sexy as hell.  He's a little skinny, and nowhere near the 140 lbs he claims to be.  He's got a nice uncut dick, just a tad smaller than mine. and we blow each other and kiss a bit.  His neck is SUPER sensitive so he won't let me go there.

We rolled around a lot on the giant bean bag chair in his friend's apartment, and he asks if I want to fuck.

Um.  Yes please.

He asks if I have condoms.

Um.  No.  I'm supposed to be working and I wasn't really prepared for this.

Okay.  Fucking is now off the table.

But several times I'm told how he wants my dick in his ass, if only I had a condom.

Oh well.

In the end, I wanted to suck him off, but he's one of those guys that likes to take over with his own hand, and he asked me to suck/lick his balls.  I obliged, and he announced that he was going to cum.

"Can I have it?" I asked.

"mmmmm....." was all he managed and I went down on him and he squirted in my mouth, and I milked him through his orgasm.

When it was over, I hadn't swallowed it all, and had some residual in my mouth, and he jumped up and said, "now YOUR turn" and started blowing me right away.

Fucking cool.

This young hottie was giving me a pretty good BJ, and I could still taste his cum in my mouth and the added visual/taste stimuli was enough to have me cumming in about 3 minutes.

He didn't take it in his mouth....no stamina these kids, but did okay at the hand job as I cummed all over his fingers.

We said nice things to each other afterwards, and then a polite gesture to each other on Grindr.

It would be cool to hook up again, but I'm not counting on it.

Dude 429, One little indian (dot, not feather)

Monday, July 7, 2014

Some time ago, I saw this little hottie at my gym.  I checked out Grindr, and figured out it was him and said hi.

Nothing came of it.  he was little, brown, cute and YOUNG.

So, here it is, 6 or 8 monthes later, and at 5AM, he hits me back.  Says he's been waking up, checking out Grindr and is horny.

I tell him I'm going to the gym, and we can get together after 7AM, if he's still interested.  Because he's 23, I just know he'll flake out.  They all do, especially the young ones!

So, knock me over with a feather....I mean a dot, not a feather, I hit him back and he's still down to mess around.  He's going on about how he likes dominant guys, and likes to be forced down on a cock, so when he shows up, I do my best.

One note.  At the gym, he looked totally hot, kind of like a co worker I have.  And when I see him, he's still pretty hot.  Then he talks.  How does this miniature hot guy suddenly sound like Malibu Barbi?  It's like, Oh my God.  Like I couldn't believe it.  Like, chalk it up to preconceived ideas. Like, totally!

So, we head up to the bedroom and we strip.  I pull down his designer underwear and suck his small brown dick.  It's tasty, but doesn't get too hard.  I'm worried my BJ Skills have diminished.

When I feel like it's not working, I go into dominant mode and pull the kid off the bed and have him kneel before me.  I'm already hard because the 25 mg of fake Viagra has kicked in.

Oh yah, plus he's pretty hot.

I make sure his head is against the bed, trapped, with no where to go and I pound his face.  I even go deep a few times and he gags and chokes.  Not enough to make me stop, but I know I'm on the edge of discomfort with him.

The next time I put his dick in my mouth he's hard as a rock.  I guess the rough stuff gets him off.

We trade back and forth a few times, and then he asks for some lube.  He puts some on his dick, and he's laying on my bed, head hanging off the edge and I'm throat fucking him, he grabs is little rock hard cock and starts to pound it, and in about 30 seconds starts to cum.

I bend over and take it in my mouth.  Most of it anyway.  When I pull off, he's still shooting.  It was hot except for the lube taste.  Oh well, collateral damage.

I don't push the issue.  I allow him to escape to the bathroom and clean up.  I didn't get to cum, except after, when I jack my blue steel Viagra boner to some internet porn.

I'm thinking I'll never hear from him again, but he hits me back and tells me how hot it was for him.

I told him I thought maybe I went too far, and he agreed, but liked it anyway.  I suggest we do it again only this time I get to cum.

He tells me I should have forced him to just keep taking my cock in his throat even though he had just gotten off.  Hmmm.

So, if I'm abusive and he likes it, am I really just a nice guy in disguise, giving the kid what he wants.

Oh, this can be so difficult sometimes.

*****  Update.  A couple weeks later he comes over again, and I face fuck him for about 40 minutes and I STILL DO NOT CUM.   He doesn't cum either.  That's the last I saw of him.  I think he blocked me on grinder.

Dude 428, total hottie fuck

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Give up your skinny ass - m4m (SLC)

height : 5'6" (167cm) weight : 140hiv/hsv/hpv : negative, you be too.

drugs : never smokes : never

I'm in the mood to top a skinny assed guy this morning.
I'm over 40, have salt n pepper hair, smaller build, total top. I'm not looking for a love connection.
Be STD free, and HIV neg like me.
No smokers please. Prefer you to host.

I'm not asking for a face pic. It's going to be in the pillow anyway.

This guy hit me back:

From: Jack Alot 

To: Jack

Sent: Saturday, July 5, 2014 9:22 AM

Subject: Ad

Hello,

Just noticed ur ad and was wondering if I could come to u now?  I am 33 6ft 180 athletic, tight, very clean hole.  Disease and drug free.  I am avail now!

Then he added:

Yes I am STD free, HIV negative and a non smoker!!  I am coming from South Valley...is that a house or apartment?  I can be there soon just need to shower first.  I will need discretion as well is that ok.  Let me know and I will get ready!  

Will have u fucking in no time!

This photo he send me is a poor representation of how he
looked in person.

 So the guy showed up, and OMG.  Talk about handsome and fit!  I was afraid that once he saw my gray hair and wrinkled face, he was going to turn tail and run.

Instead, we went up to the bedroom.

Turns out Hottie was in the mood for a little romancing, and not a quick fuck and go.  He blew me some, although he gagged a little.

I ended up giving him a back rub, then butt rub, then a finger with some lube, and then my condom covered cock.

He took awhile to loosen up, but once he did, he was enjoying it.  I slipped out once, after a couple minutes and there was that smell.  You know what I'm talking about.

He suggested that maybe he use my shower and clean up, and then he suggested I get in with him.

We had an erotic shower, and once he was squeaky clean again, he wanted more kissing and rubbing and that lead to my cock rubbing up and down his ass crack, as he faced the shower head, and I rubbed him up and down.

When he guided my raw cock to his hole and pushed back, it was pretty clear he wanted to fuck in the shower, condoms/lube be damned!

We did this twice and I got close the second time and he asked me to pull out.  I sucked his cock, and he said he was getting close, so I backed off.

We decided to towel off and take it back to the bedroom where he lay on his back and invited me on top of him, legs hiked high in the air.

I grabbed the lube, and dribbled some at the base of his scrotum, and let it run down into his hole, then lined up and pushed in.  He pulled me close and made out with me like crazy while I plowed him thoroughly.

He asked for more lube, and I obliged, but spun him around, while I stood on the floor, and lined up again, and fucked him silly.  This time, he said he was getting close, and as a matter of fact, I was building up some momentum of my own.

He grabbed his cock, and while I fucked him on his back ejaculated a small load, while his eyes rolled up in his head, and he pushed my cock from his asshole.

I kept rubbing my dick near his ball sack, and he grabbed it with a lubed hand and expertly jacked me off.  Since I was pretty close anyway, I only lasted a minute, then shot my cum on his balls.

He smiled, and we both relaxed, spent and sweaty.

He suggested we shower again and clean up and we had some semi-awkward chit chat.

I'm not sure I'll see him again, but if he does hit me back, I'm going to be sure and invite him over!

(I was trying to be good and do the right thing, but when a hot guy is naked with me in the shower, guiding my throbbing cock to his asshole, I'm afraid my rational thinking went out the window, and my primate brain took over.)

***The update with this guy is that he came over once more, a month later.  It wasn't quite as good as the before, and he didn't have the luxury of time on his side.  After that, my invitations went unanswered and he dropped off the face of the earth.

Dude 427, Hotel head.

Sunday, June 29, 2014


I got an excellent BJ from a dude in a Murray Hotel.  I've been to this hotel before, but I don't think it was the same guy.  Hard to tell though.  The lights were out and it was almost pitch black.

But nonetheless, I got some excellent head, and started off my Sunday right!

Std and HIV -  non smoker
43 5'10 170 masculine

Dude 426, small dicked Asian

Friday, June 27, 2014

I was up early again today.  Actually, much earlier than usual.  Grrrr.  I hate being up tooooo early.

But I posted on line that I was interested in sucking cock.

I got a couple hits, but mostly from overweight guys.

The Asian was overweight too.  He described himself: 

Good looking asian 28, 5'8" 157 lbs. 6 cut.

In truth, beauty is in the eye of the beholder.  He wasn't ugly anyway.  I doubt he was 5'8" and he was a little pudgy, so something aint right.  At 5'6" and 150, I'm fairly fit.  He was fairly doughy.  And his dick wasn't 6".  Soft, it was maybe an inch, but it grew to a respectable 5 incher, I would say.  It fit nicely in my mouth anyway.

So I blew him.

He asked; "do you rim?"

"No."

He lasted maybe 10 minutes, then blew an indiscernible wad into my mouth.  I spit in the kitchen sink, but I don't know why, there was barely anything there.

I'm not complaining though.  It was fun enough.  I'm probably not gonna do him again, but it was a great way to kill a morning.

Dude 425. Hot British dude with a ginger cock

Sunday, June 22, 2014

I'm just kicking back today, not expecting much when this guy hits me on Grindr.  He has no pic on his profile, it just says he is 5'11".

He wants to know if I want to mess around, and we chit chat back and forth, and he's non committal about what he wants, but I make it clear that I don't bottom.

He has a bit of difficulty findng my place, but finally pulls in the driveway.  He's quite handsom, and skinny as fuck.  He's got a slight bit of hooligan in him, tatoos and all, but I invite him in and turn on the porn.  His accent is thick, like Scottish, but he claims to be English.  Or maybe he said from England.  Is Scottland part of England, or just part of the UK?

(Okay, this hookup happened before all of this
Scottish Independence stuff, so give me a break here)

But, whatever.  I put on the porn and ask If I can "hook him up," and get on my knees.  He gets the idea and shucks his track pants and nylon shorts.  Underneath he's skinny as can be and has fire red pubes.  Hot!

I suck his lilly white uncut cock, and he stiffens up nicely.  I would guess at least 7" and fairy fat.  Tasty too.

I go slow, and pull off at one point, and stand and tell him he's got a nice cock, and I let my cargo shorts fall.

"What about you?  How big is it?"

I just pulled down my boxers and showed him.

"Not bad he says," but he's on the fence about touching me, so I grab his hand, and put it on my dick.

He gives it a couple strokes, and then puts my cock in his mouth.  Hehehee....he wanted it all along, but I think he's too shy, or inexperienced.  He kept going on about his girlfriend.

So,  when he was finished.....only a minute later, I went back down on him and he didn't last long.

He managed to whisper, "I'm gonna cum now" and I moaned my approval, and felt the squirts in my mouth, and on my tongue.  I loved it.

I swallowed and thanked him.

From then on, he spoke only in whispers.  "You're clean, right?  Thanks mate.  Cheers."

And he bolted for the door.

Dude 423 Skinny 20-year old kid.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014


Oh my God, the kid that just left here was so hot!

Here is his CL post.

Early morning BJ? - m4m - 20 (West Jordan )

Anyone looking to get sucked off this morning? Please reply with pics and stats, must be able to host, or meet in public. All ages welcome!

age : 20 body : average height : 6'2" (187cm)

I answered his post and told him I was MORE than TWICE his age, but he said he was into "Older" guys.  Does that mean he's into OLD guys?

Well,  he showed up and didn't bolt for the door.  In fact, when I put on the porn and got ready to sit, he asked if he could strip down.  Holy crap.  Did I mention he was about 140 lbs, so, yah, skinny lean and pretty handsome.  He was wearing new Levi jeans, and a grey wife beater.  He stripped down to his grey boxer briefs, and then I asked if I could remove his underwear.  He agreed, and I uncovered a beautiful uncut cock, which got to be about 7" when fully hard.

I pushed him to his knees, and he started to blow me.  It was a little lack luster in the beginning, so I instructed him to suck harder.  He did as told and it started feeling much better.  After a few minutes I was rock hard, and halfway to cumming, so I asked him if he liked head, and he looked up at me with his big brown eyes, and quietly said "yes."

"Stand up" I said, and took his semi flaccid hooded dick into my mouth and had it standing to attention, and unsheathed in no time.  I sucked for a couple minutes, and just so he didn't forget what he was here for, I pulled off, and tugged him back to his knees.

This must have re-newed his hunger, because now he was sucking my dick with passion, and it felt amazing.  Better still, it looked amazing!  This young lanky handsome young man sucking my cock!

It was so amazing, I realized that the porn was still on "pause" on the TV, but this was a much better than the movie anyway!

So, about 5 minutes into it I was about to cum but decided that I couldn't let this one get away.

How many times have I fantasized about having a nice cock cumming in my mouth?  Well, here it was.  I decided to turn the tables, and I felt like no discussion was necessary.

I pulled him off my dick and told him to sit on the couch.  He of course complied, and I pulled out the cum rag and placed it at my knees, as I knelt before him.

I sucked his dick and jacked my dick.  It wasn't long before I felt my orgasm coming and I wanted to feel his cock squirt first, so I quit jacking myself.

I tried and tried and sucked for another 10 minutes.  He liked it and said as much, and his dick got rock hard one or more times and I thought he was going to blow, but he never did.  I need more experience with uncut dicks.  I'm not sure if pulling the skin back makes it too sensitive, or it makes it better.  Do I pull the foreskin up over the glans on the up stroke, or hold it back with my hand?  So many questions!!

So, he got super hard once again, and I thought from sounds coming from him that he was going to blow,  and I was on the brink anyway, so I just jacked my cock, and made moaning noises while squirting my load on the cum rag, but trying not to lose focus on the blow job I was giving.

The kid knew what was going on and watched the first couple of jets, launch from my cock, and just about when I was finished he said "let me suck it."

I stood, with wobbly legs, hard cock in hand, with a bead of white cum on the tip and he put it in his mouth.  It' was like I'd been given an electric shock with a velvet glove.  It felt so warm, moist and wonderful, but it was too much for my over sensitive cock.

I jumped and blurted out "Oh God!  Too much.  Too Sensitive!" and the kid tried to suck it more gently.  That helped, but it was still too much, and I could only take it for 10 seconds.   I had to pull him off.

I wiped my cock, with the cum rag, and asked if he was going to get off.  I was hoping he would jack off, but he declined.

We awkwarldy dressed and had a little chit chat.  He said it was nice to finally meet someone who wasn't "super creepy."  Nice to know how I line up on the "Creepy" Scale.

I'm not sure if he'll be back.  I know I would like it, but we will see.

Here is our last e-mail conversation:

On Jun 18, 2014, at 8:20 AM, "Jack" wrote:
Thanks dude that was fun.
Maybe I should have just let you keep sucking me?
I love the feeling of a guy coming in my mouth!  Not the taste so much, but I'm getting used to it.
Hahaha.

On Jun 18, 2014, at 7:52 AM, "Skinny hot guy"  wrote:
Haha maybe next time!

*****Update.  I've not seen him since.

Dude 422, Suck, Fuck, Suck again, and I still jack off.

Thursday, June 12, 2014


Back in the saddle again.

I was worried that I wouldn't have the resolve to just give up the hookups.

Perhaps it's just justification on my part, but I really want to keep hooking up, and if I can only figure out a way around this STD thing...or fear of STDs.

Well, I looked around a bit today, and found nothing on Grindr, so I posted on Craigslist, and got a shit load of responses.

I actually drove out to bum-fuck Taylorsville to get with a "hot bottom who liked it long and deep."

He wouldn't give me his address, but made me drive to a coffee shop on the corner.  He got in my car and we proceeded to drive to his house when he asked me if I had a big cock.

I said "not really."  This was followed by awkward silence, then he said.  "well, I'd prefer a big cock."  I said, "let's just end this here."

He said "okay."   He bailed out of the car while I was waiting for a light at the intersection.

That was okay, as he was a decade older than he claimed, and he was every bit as chunky as the photo he sent.

So, while on the road, I responded to another guy, who wanted my cock in his ass, and I then drove to his place.

He was clearly Latino, and claimed to be 34 5'09 175, which was about right.

I found his apartment.  It was tiny.  We went to the even tinier bedroom and he got to his knees and proceeded to give me a mediocre toothy blow job.  When I put my hands on his head, his hair felt weird.  Plastic-like.  I realized it was a toupee.  If I would have looked closer I would have seen it.

When I was sufficiently hard, I pulled out a condom and slipped it on and "Jorge" grabbed a bottle of hand lotion and lubed up my dick and his hole.  Then he assumed the doggy style position on the edge  of the bed.   I got behind him and fucked.

He opened up quickly, and I spend about 10 minutes fucking him, but I knew I wasn't going to cum.  His asshole relaxed so much, there was little pressure, and he refused my requests to clench down on my cock.  Eventually he was moaning and whimpering with discomfort, so I let him off the hook.

He seemed interested in sucking me some more, so I told him to wipe the hand lotion from my dick and chow down.  Still, it wasn't enough to do the trick, so I grabbed my cock and beat the shit out of it with my fist, until I cummed on Jorge's chest.

There was an awkward clean up session, and then I bailed, with him telling me what a good fuck it had been.

Meh.

I don't think I'll be going back.

******Today, September 18, 2014

As for the STD Scare, and the thoughts of not hooking up and not blogging.

You guys got to read about a 3-4 week period in just a few days.  I'll admit, it wasn't a fun period.   I had a comment on yesterday's post that suggested that I just jack off each morning, and maybe again later.  Keep the horniness at bay.  Stop all this nonsense.  I was even challenged to "try it for a month, without hooking up."

Well, from age 28 to age 46 I had only ONE sexual encounter.  That means celibacy for almost 18 years.  18 years!  I know what it's like to be celibate, and I know what it's like to have all my sexual desire met by fantasy, porn and my left hand only.  It wasn't bad.  I'm not complaining, but I much prefer being sexually active.   I'm not going back to celibacy.

I'm trying to post every day to get caught up to the present time, and I'm making progress.  I really wish I had the support of you guys, earlier this spring when this shit was happening to me, so I am committed to post all my backlogged stuff, and catch up to present time.  There's been a couple twists in my life I'm dying to share.

As for my medical problem, I did finally see the urologist to see if I could finally figure out what the hell was happening to me.  Prostatitis?  Bladder infection?

The first blood tests came back and the doctor was alarmed and called me in.  He wouldn't tell me over the phone, what the problem was.

When I got to the office, the blood tests revealed low testosterone, and High PSA.  These were possible signs of prostate cancer.  I was worried but not too worried.  We drew more blood, and ran the tests again just to make sure it wasn't some fluke, or symptoms of the recent infection.

I went back a week later, and the results were better.  Improved score in both Testosterone and PSA levels.  Not quite normal for a man my age, but closer to normal than alarming.

He asked that I return in a few months and get re-tested.  I have an appointment sometime in October.

I've got my fingers crossed.  I'm guessing crossing my legs would be the smarter course of acton....hahahaha.

Dear Diary, another update.

Friday, June 6, 2014

It's been almost 3 weeks since my last hookup, and my attitude is changing.

When I noticed the penile discharge, when I had my fever, chills and wanted to die, when I visited the STD clinic, I was really bummed out.  Down.  Depressed.  I wan't horny.  Is there an opposite of horny?  Well, if there is......that was me.

I was never going to hook up again.

I was serious.

And...... I still am. 

Unfortunately, my cock has other ideas.  It wants sex.

I got with my old suck buddy.  The Park City Contractor.  God Damn!  He sucks cock, GOOD.

I still want to slow down.  I'd like to cut down or eliminate the hookups, but until I have a regular sexual partner, I don't know what to do.

Help me Obie Juan Kanobie.  You're my only hope.

Dear Diary, update

Friday, May 30, 2014


It's been almost two weeks since my last hookup.  A return trip to the STD clinic found nothing wrong.  No Gonorrhea, No Clymidia.  The drippy penis syndrome could have been caused by a NGU or NSU, but there is no test for that.

In case there was a problem, I alerted one of my "regulars" and also, the guy I sort of acused of giving me the drippy dick syndrome. Dude 418.

So far, the regular got tested and his tests came back negative.  That's a relief. It means that I neither gave it to, nor received anything from him.  I think the antibiotics got rid of the infection, what ever the cause.

I have an appointment next week with a urologist.  I hope to rule out a bladder infection or problems with my prostate.

I'm still re evaluating my lifestyle.  I'm not sure if I can go back to being celibate, but I'm going to give it a try for awhile.

I think it would be nice to have someone in my life to just have regular monogamous sex with.

Gulp.

Did I just say boyfriend?

Dear Diary.......

Monday, May 19, 2014

Dear Diary.......


I'm afraid I am battling another STI at this very moment.  They're not sure if it Gonorrhea, Clymidia, or a non-specific urethritis or non-gonococcal urethritis, but it was something drippy from my dick.

This morning I felt feverish, then all of a sudden I started shivering.  I couldn't get warm.  I shivered so hard I thought I was going to break something.  This went on for 45 minutes.  I got so hot.  I had to wait until 10:30 AM for the clinic to open.

The tests will be back in a week.  In the meantime, a megadose of antibiotics, Azrithromicyn, should clear up a NGU or NSU, I also think it's the right treatment for Clymidia.  I have to go back in a month for another Syphilis test.  Goody.

And, I thought I was being a good boy, just one week ago I went in for routine testing and got a clean bill of health.

Anyway, all of this has me wanting to quit hooking up completely.  I had my fun, I got my experiences.  I knew my slut phase couldn't last forever.

I hope I have the resolve to do this.

As for my blog, I'm not sure if I want to continue.  Reading porn, posting to my blog, writing about the hookups are all part of a routine that I think I should abandon.

Dude 421. Samoan Boy

Sunday, May 18, 2014


That was unexpected.

I was just minding my own business on a Sunday morning and turned on Grindr, and a blank profile hit me up, asking me if I was horny, and that he could suck my dick and let me cum in his mouth.

Blank Profile

Other than 5'11" and Online, the profile wad devoid of any information about it's owner.

He send a pic of himself and told me he was "21, semi masculine."

I asked if he could host, and he said he could, so I thought it was going to be a simple "drive over and get a blowjob" kind of deal, but he then said he was at church, but could sneak away.

We made plans to meet at a grocery store near his church.  He showed up driving a beater Bronco, and told me to follow him to his apartment.

We got there and went to a back bedroom, or was it a sewing room?  There were lots of clothes strewn about, and a table set up with an Iron and a sewing machine.  There was also a box springs and mattress on the floor in one corner.  It was here I finally saw what I was getting into.  A nice looking if young Pacific Islander, complete with all the bulk.  He was probably 250 lbs on his 5'10 frame.  Not fat, but solid and beefy.

 He had me take off my pants and lay back on the mattress, where he gave me a rather enthusiastic, if unskilled blow job.   It wasn't bad my any means, but he put so much effort into it that he had to keep pulling off and coming up for air, which made me lose momentum every time.  At this rate I would never cum, but didn't tell him that.  Instead, I just let him enjoy my cock, which he did.

He wanted more body contact, I could tell, but I wasn't interested, so I just let him do his thing.

"What else do you like to do....." he asked.  I could sense this wouldn't end with just a "blow job then bail."

"I just get head, or top sometimes." I said.  He looked a little disappointed that I didn't mention kissing, making out, body contact or bottoming, I suspect.

"Okay, well, I don't have any condoms."  He said.

"No worries, I'll just cum in your mouth", I replied, and he resumed the blow job.

A couple minutes later He took a blowjob break and asked "Do you ever fuck bareback?"

"Sometimes.  Is that what you want?  Do you have any lube at least?"

His eyes lit up and he searched the bathroom and returned with a bottle of baby oil.  I guess that would do.  He greased his asshole and lay back on the mattress, holding up his massive tree trunk legs with his hands.  I aimed for the target and with a little guidance from the kid, pushed my way inside.  He moaned his approval and soon we were fucking.

He got greedy and pulled me in for more body contact and stole a kiss and nuzzled my neck, but in essence I lost my leverage and my dick popped out.  I had trouble making re-endtry, and he suggested that he get on all fours.

I mounted up and pushed right in and started fucking and things were going well, and he was digging it, but a couple minutes later pulled off my cock, and said, "let me suck you again."

I wiped the baby oil from my hard dick, using a dirty sock I spied in one of the piles of laundry, and he went back to sucking me.  When I asked about resuming the fuck, he seemed not to hear, and instead, guided me back to the mattress, when he blew me some more.

He was working himself up into a frenzy, and I reached down and grabbed his smallish fat prick and began jerking him off.  He was loving it.  He stood up and straddled me, and I put more oil in my hand and pumped his dick.  It got so hard, and I though I would be able to make him cum from that handjob.  He got so worked up, he grabbed the oil, lubed up my cock and sat on it.  It sank up the hilt and his eyes rolled back in his head, as he impaled himself, and I kept up the hand job on his cock.

Now, I' don't think I've ever gotten off before by some guy riding my dick.  Seems most bottoms just want to rock back and forth and have my dick wiggle around inside of them, and with no friction, I soon lose interest, but this kid knew enough to give me some room to work and I started pumping up and down while jacking him off.

Well, it was slow at first, but I then worked myself up to Mt. Orgasm, while jacking off the kid, hoping to make him cum too.  Unfortunately, the timing didn't work out and I found myself inseminating the kids ass as he straddled me.

I announced first that he was gonna make me cum, and then moments later, "yah, I'm cumming, I'm cumming as I unloaded.

Well, I was finished, but the kid wasn't   "Oh yah, fuck me Daddy, keep fucking me" he said.  And I tried but eventually went soft and slipped out.

"Jerk your cock man.  Cum for Daddy," I said, acting as best I could that I was still horny and still interested in letting the kid have his nut.

He grabbed his prick, not full fist, but with his fingertips tugging at the bell, and after a minute or two, he squirted about 4 warm liquid roped on my hairy chest.  About when I though he was through, another powerful blast squirted out and painted my face, and went in my eye!  That's never happened before.

He looked down as it was happening and said.  "ooops.  Sorry."

When he was through I suggest he grab some paper towels so we could clean up.  I was coated in his cum and taking a shower was all I could think about.

I put on my t-shirt, shorts and flip flops, and he started to re-dress in his church clothes, starched white shirt, tie and all.

I said thanks and fled home for a shower, and then to write this entry.  Now, for weekend chores to commence.



******Later that night.  What's this?  My dick seems "drippy"  What the hell is this watery discharge?

More to come........