Friday, June 6, 2014
It's been almost 3 weeks since my last hookup, and my attitude is changing.
When I noticed the penile discharge, when I had my fever, chills and wanted to die, when I visited the STD clinic, I was really bummed out. Down. Depressed. I wan't horny. Is there an opposite of horny? Well, if there is......that was me.
I was never going to hook up again.
I was serious.
And...... I still am.
Unfortunately, my cock has other ideas. It wants sex.
I got with my old suck buddy. The Park City Contractor. God Damn! He sucks cock, GOOD.
I still want to slow down. I'd like to cut down or eliminate the hookups, but until I have a regular sexual partner, I don't know what to do.
Help me Obie Juan Kanobie. You're my only hope.
Advice for you. Each morning when you wake up Jerk Off!! Make that a ritual..get rid of the apps on the phone..wont be lost just "not in use" Focus on your house, make a to do list of things you wanted to do with it and DO IT. Work hard and remain focused and again Jerk Off often 2x a day if need be to get it out of you. Promise yourself one Month no hook ups. Of course I just shot myself in the foot and all your readers hate me now Try it bud and see how it works for you.
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