I was sort of desperate to cum, and so took my 25mg boner pill, determined to get off while fucking my new (dare I say it.....) boyfriend.
I tried and tried. My erection didn't give out, but I did.
I'm not gonna beat myself up about it, but at the same time it's frustrating. I've experienced it before. Everything is great. I couldn't imagine a better fuck experience, the pressure, the friction, it was all perfect, and yet, the switch refused to be flipped.
Amigo was also frustrated.
After the failed copulation attempt, we showered. Together.
He said he was determined, and wanted to blow me.
Bingo.
Magic words.
It took longer than the week before, but he got the job done. And just like the previous week, afterwards, I got him off, by sucking his dick as well.
Then we went to breakfast, did some shopping and went on a spectacular hike in the magnificent mountains and fall foliage in American Fork canyon.
Things seem to be going well. I sent him an e-mail thanking him for holding back on the "I love you stuff" and he agreed that he appreciated the good communication.
Monday, he e-mailed me with some drama. He'd been fired from his part time job. I tried to be supportive, but brief. I don't want his drama to be my drama.
Today was better. I think he got the issue resolved and got his job back. Honestly, his English skills sometimes are so messed up. When we are together in person, I understand him perfectly, but his e-mails and texts are so confusing.
By the way, I want to say thank you for the recent comments and e-mails I've received. It's new to me, and I'm still confused on what I want, what I don't want, giving up a lifestyle I've become accustomed to, and allowing someone to like, or even love me, and feeling guilty that I may be incapable of of reciprocating, even if I wanted to.
But, it feels pretty good (even though pretty scary) so, I'm going to go with it.....at least for now.
Thanks again, horn dogs, for sticking with me.
How beautiful!
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