Dude 441. Still. More. Again.

Yes, Dude 441 is my Amigo.  My wanna be boyfriend.  The 44 year old guy asleep in the next room who actually looks more like a 33 year old.

We had a nice dinner at a nice restaurant last night, to celebrate his 44th Birthday.

He arrived Friday evening and I picked him up and we came home and fucked.  He loves to fuck.  I like it too and I think we are in sync, but dammit, I can not seem to cum.  Even when I take the 25mg of my little blue friend.   Still he loves it and last night I insisted that he cum while I fucked him.

He usually won't because he wants to wait for me, but yesterday, I convinced him to take all the pleasure, for his birthday.

Saturday morning, he emerged from the bedroom, to find me at the computer, reading my porn blogs and looking at hot young college guys doing the nasty.  He pulled me back into the bedroom and we sucked and fucked some more.  This time I could feel something inside him.  Something that hit my cockhead just right, and flipped the switch and I knew I would cum.

And cum I did.  Hard.  Really hard.

I hope I rememberd to close the window, because I was noisy.

And I totally forgot about my Amigo.  After I cummed, I simply lay on top of him, and let myself come back to earth.  I could have, I should have, rolled to the side and let him jack off, with my cock still in his ass, but the thought never even crossed my mind.   I didn't even think about it until an hour later when I was at the gym, struggling to get my routine over, because I had no energy left.

Well, I'm still learning, and there were no complaints from Amigo.

Things are going fairly well.  The biggest challenge I see ahead is me.  Is this really what I want?  Will I allow myself to enjoy it, or will I be so frightened, that I fuck it up.  On purpose or otherwise.

What a weird experiment for me.